…when it feels like the sun is gone.
It’s been hard finding the words to post here lately. I do not try to be an “all happiness and light” blog but I try not to whine and complain ALL the time either. I keep telling myself that it has to get better, it has to get better, it has to get better….unfortunately it hasn’t worked yet. One day….right?
I can’t really get into the details here but the short story is….I am pretty sure that we are not going to buy the house that we thought we were going to buy because of breach of contract. It sucks…I was super excited about that house but I don’t want to buy something that could turn into a complete sh*t show (excuse my French). So…we are living in a day to day rental that we have to be out of by the end of the month and all our stuff is sitting on a rental truck. We are paying a daily rental rate to both the owner of this condo and the moving company. While I know this is a short term issue, without knowing when it will end it is driving me NUTS.
Then my mind jumps to the “so…where are we going to live” question. We are going to look at a few houses tomorrow. The sucky part is that it feels like we HAVE to buy something now because we need to move. I don’t like when I feel forced into a decision. It makes decisions that you might have made anyway feel like they might be wrong just because they are quick.
And the hits just keep on coming with other issues that I can’t/won’t talk about here.
So…I self medicated with a bowl of cookies ‘n cream ice cream and a bit of shopping tonight. Nana & Papa Don came into town for Evan’s preschool graduation today. Evan went home with them a few days early. We will join him there on the weekend with the two older kids. It’s been a low key night during those moments I wasn’t on the phone with real estate agents or lawyers. *twitch*
Honestly I have developed a mean eye twitch & a mouth like a sailor.